confused

spinning, faster and faster. faces flash in an instant then disappear. loneliness settles in. the echoing silence chills the spine. words said and not meant. actions done and the heart's lament. the guilty claim innocence. the innocent are punished as the guilty. still life goes on. sparks of hope flutter in this endless darkness. yet they are extinguished as soon as they are lit. and the cycle continues.

dont know why so emo today. think not enough sleep. will try gettin more. or maybe need more food, haha. been hungry the whole day. just ate 20 min ago and im hungry again. not good. not good. i hate being sick. just that much worse that im emo while being sick.