Sunday, March 30, 2008


im getting to lazy to blog(as if you couldnt already tell haha) =)

Friday, March 21, 2008

its been a while

"It's been a while
Since I've gone and ____ed things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you"
~ Stained - Its Been a While

as it is, being in army has made me cherish those closest to me. one month in what is affectionately known as the 'pit of the shit-hole' has thrown to light the fact that i cannot go too long with out them around. just missing one week of their presence(plus all the crap im getting at work) and im just about ready to lose it.

but just a few short(cherished) hours with you(or the mere plan to meet up with you, which fell through due to unforeseen circumstances) and it all melts away. all the stress, the pain, the fatigue, the hours suffering in silence, bitting my tongue and faking a smile(or trying to)

i miss every moment, sessions, coffee shop talks, bus rides home, 'never mind __' moments, hanging out till late where ever we can, random moments, bitching on the phone till we both realise we should sleep and just sitting next to you.

"Took awhile to see all the love that's around me
Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I know
And it's You"
~ Thousand Foot Krutch - Breathe You In

Thank You, Again.

Monday, March 10, 2008

sing, sing, sing.

haha, just read through the lyrics for wonderwall, so here is something aimed at KGP+other and YAP(cheryl will understand)

Wonderwall - Oasis

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
(YLM session the week before youth mass)
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
(you have to leave)
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
(how much we hate you)

Backbeat the word was on the street
(everyone knows)
That the fire in your heart is out
(your not here to help us)
I'm sure you've heard it all before
(to get lost from church)
But you never really had a doubt
(you dont care so you dont doubt what your doing)
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
(dont know where you are trying to lead us)
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
(blinding us with your secrecy)
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
(get out of my church, you dont beling here, this is not YOUR movement...)
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
(Mr. S)
And after all
You're my wonderwall
(our wonderwall against YAP)

Sunday, March 9, 2008


had ed's birthday party on sat, and thanks to cheryl n van it was bollywood themed. we had a prata cake, a bollywood scene and a dancing elephant(haha)

after session we were at the coffeshop, for once without our usual question of 'where do we go now?' cause this time it was to arab street or marine parade? marine parade won out, due to the fact that is arab street and it was a sat night(crowded with....)

and at dinner everyone(except cheryl) ordered the fried chicken(she had the grilled chicken). and me and my wingman(aaron chua) were the only ones to order the beef. haha.

after dinner, along the way to marina square(i think its marina square) to use the toilets, we found a bubble tea shop that did ribena ice blended(ok i know its not such a big deal, but was good, not too icy and it melted in your mouth very fast)

and at marina square we couldnt help but wonder into borders where i cheryl n daisy spent a good 20 min just going through their 'cute stuff' section. and after that i randomly got the idea to get ed a book(since i didnt have the time to get him anything) and asked daisy if she wanted to 'tompang' haha, was quite random and fun.

then van n cheryl wanted to hang out more but the others all wanted to go home so the 3 of use went to amk central macs and sat down at a table for 15 minutes before we realised we were all too tired. so just went home
it speaks for itself
me n my soda gembira(carbonated bundong)
cheryl n her lime juice cause milk will mess her up
before(this i actually round 2, was too hungry to get a shot of round 1)
after(went through 3 of those cup thingys of chilly)just the 3 of us, as always.


got back to work on friday morning for my second solo 24hr duty. only to find out that i kena back stabbed by the guy(ko) who was doing the 24hr duty before me. just cause i never close the books properly! and when did he bring it up? while mr lim was commenting that i didnt do a very good job at cleaning(which in my defense i DID and anyway no matter how well you clean/ do anything he will always say its not good enough!) so that idiot just HAD to rub salt into the wound. but since the old man didnt bring anything up(only found out bout it while kenneth was bitching bout ko) either he forgot about it or he likes me too much to care about it(he doesnt like ko either)

then while on duty i felt like the old man's pa. kept running errands for him and all, then on sat morning when i wanted to fall out, i was still running around, was supposed to hand over at 8am but only handed over at 930! dont know how i had so many things to do!

hmmm, will blog bout sat in a different entry.