its been a while

"It's been a while
Since I've gone and ____ed things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you"
~ Stained - Its Been a While

as it is, being in army has made me cherish those closest to me. one month in what is affectionately known as the 'pit of the shit-hole' has thrown to light the fact that i cannot go too long with out them around. just missing one week of their presence(plus all the crap im getting at work) and im just about ready to lose it.

but just a few short(cherished) hours with you(or the mere plan to meet up with you, which fell through due to unforeseen circumstances) and it all melts away. all the stress, the pain, the fatigue, the hours suffering in silence, bitting my tongue and faking a smile(or trying to)

i miss every moment, sessions, coffee shop talks, bus rides home, 'never mind __' moments, hanging out till late where ever we can, random moments, bitching on the phone till we both realise we should sleep and just sitting next to you.

"Took awhile to see all the love that's around me
Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I know
And it's You"
~ Thousand Foot Krutch - Breathe You In

Thank You, Again.