woof woof

firstly, i realised some repercussions of having a public blog. not going into details but those involved probably know what i mean. and im just not gonna care bout what damage has been done. because it wansnt my intention and it wasnt meant for everyone, even though everyone could see it.

now, onwards! the days been long, and interesting. was told i've been selected for further training(k9). on one hand its a great job cause i get a bestfriend for the remainder of my tour of service, down side i'll have less time for my other bestfriends, my sisters, ministry and friends. dont know my hours yet, but will soon enough.

cant really complain since part of my duties is what i wanted in the first place. wish somethings would have gone differently, but no point mulling over them now. like i said, damage done.

SIDE NOTE: damn it, i learned those 3 hard lessons for a bloody reason. why are people screwing around with my problems!
SIDE NOTE: sorry. think this year will be harder than last. i wont forget you. i promise.

Nikki & May

this is a simple story of a young girl and a prophecy of unending love.

the young girl was searching for love for a very long time. and all her friends thought she had her eyes set on the local carriage driver. all the gossip through the town was that she was trying to get his notice, but to no avail.

so one day the young girl went to visit a sooth sayer in hopes of a prophecy related to the carriage driver. but the prophecy(as with all prophecies was very vague) and read as such: ' before the re-setting of the sun cycle, you will find the man to take you to the life you always dreamed of'

now, a ten-day, before the re-setting of the sun cycle there was to be a day of great feast in honor of a legendary hero, and in his honor the village painter threw a party and invited all the village. and the young girl was so sure the prophecy would be fulfilled at the party, and to her delight the carriage driver was there.

now, all the village knew that the young lady had her eye on the carriage driver, so in human nature they made a great laugh at it. and the young lady mistook these jokes as signs(as we all do when looking too deeply into something that is usually nothing) as such she blamed the painter for misleading her.

fortunately for the young lady, the carriage driver changed his mind after the re-setting of the sun cycle. and began proclaiming to the painter and the baker his love for her. and defended her honor when the two of them were making fun of her. he told them she was his hero, but he blamed the cupid for shooting him with the arrow of love(calling him an eggplant), and still had some fear of the young lady, and refused her invitation for tea, and quickly blamed it on uncontrollable words, in fear they may hurt his true love.

i need more sleep

i really havent been getting enough. guess there are just somethings that are more important(not just for now, period) gonna run tmr(not by choice) think i may collapse half-way. hope not, prac tmr is supposed to be fun.

paying for your own transport isnt fun. im tryin just to survive till next thurs. think i've just about balanced my life. things i have to do V.S. things i want to do. i really hope i dont crash. if and when i do think its gonna be quite bad. SO! if i go MIA for a while, like stop replying people, not answer calls, think i'd stil go for mass, ect. you know why! okie! =)

SIDE NOTE: really dont think it would go far. it would be nice, but dont think its that one.(cheryl and pam should know what im talking about)

bad day

Good Things:
Early release from work
Learned you can put ps1 games on a psp
Got my passport size pic done
Chicken wings from toa payoh
Extra 5 nuggets for dinner

Bad Things:
Car didnt want to start
I really cant find jeans
Couldnt find a brown polo from giordano
The pizza thingy was closed at sketches by the time we got there
couldnt slack at tcc casue the guy came in 15 min instead of an hour
no time to watch my anime
cant go airport on the 10th, and probably not on the 24th

its only the second day of the new year. i want my 2007 back

chicken soup for the monther & sons soul

thats the gift i got my mother for mother's day 07. why bring this up now? because my aunts are downstairs in the kitchen learning to make bun susi from my mom and its reminding me of me teaching my friends to cook, my mom's better at it, but yeah, same notion.

IM BECOMING MY MOTHER!
Is that so bad?

not the perfect day i expected

damn it, thought it would be so cool! my first meal of 2008! and it felt like such a let down, i bloody hate mac now!(not really, just mildly annoyed) but still! i could have had my hotcakes! *sob*.....chunky monkey helps....

oh yeah and there was really heady beer, so to quote mr. smith 'nothing went the way it was supposed to' oddly i woke up in time to watch that particular scene(the one where hes in hes apologising to her in the kitchen). and then marie couldnt make it in the end. hmmm, there is something else but im not telling you.my last meal of 07! great quiche juliawe were playing indian poker, no its not a stagged photo, just good labeling the saddest thing a guy can ever see.least the quiche went well. apparently she wanted to make sago gula melake too(my fav asian dessert by the way) but there was no sago at chris' place.
its still not hotcakes.

SIDE NOTE: i just got a message to cancel plans(not angry). i want my 2007 back. i dont like this year. lets just all hope the rest of it isnt gonna be like this. that would really suck. bright side i have no hang over. or there is still alcohol in my brain numbing the pain....

goodbye 2007

twins just left. felt so good to hang out with them again. missed them alot since goin into army. just cooking, talking, watchin tv, movie(hehe talking about will smith! haha, last year was orlando VS johnny) so happy, we goin to have regular lunches now.

My two favorite 'students'

in retro spec

had the ritualistic norfor games night(sat night-sun morn) and was great as usual. i dont know why but when i play games with my family i rely on luck and random strategy and somehow come out quite well(most of the time)

then crashed and was woken up at 1050 or the like, so just enough time to take a shower and cab down for the Pslam(currently contemplating a hidden message in the 2nd reading and gospel, but might just be over thinking it. time will tell)

and for lunch was fish n chips at toa payoh! with pam n cheryl and some amplify people. very summarific(hope you get it cause i dont know how to explain it) of my whole year. good food, good friends, good life. then went handphone (window) shopping cause pam's phone has been giving her some problems(yes cheryl, mine has problems too)

we felt quite cheap sitting in long john's(plaza sing) sharing a cup of lemon tea. pam was staring at a shop across long john's n went over cause the blouses were catching her eye. she ended up getting a nice red top for chinese new year, and i ended up doing the same thing i did with cheryl's earrings.(pam said i dont have to get her a bday prez now, but im sure she will forget by then, haha) and since we went by toa payoh(on the way home, for her) we just HAD to get chicken wings!

then was off to holland v to meet julia and marie n chris to tag along shopping(though they were almost done by the time i got there) we tried to go to the costume shop but was closed so just slacked at starbucks n everyone said they didnt want anything but in the end the girls got drinks and a quiche, chris got a mocha frappe(which he found too bitter which i find funny from someone who drinks teh aliah) and i got my vanilla latte(which didnt have that much vanilla in it, i like coffee bean's better) then chris started to play with the straws and my hands got itchy so i made a crane out of the receipt(i dont know why im making cranes now) and did the cheryl/pam thing on julia with a piano wallet, which we all thought was very her.

dinner was hor fun at some place that i forgot the name of. but was really good so i dont mind goin back(i know where it is so its goo enough!) then was to nic's for caroling(how the heck they fit us and 21 carolers in that house we dont know) then was to my place to chill and dessert, which was me n the girls eating ben & jerry's. mich is happy there are leftovers.

i just won. im orange by the way. and yes im serious.i swear these two were made for each other. even eddy agrees!
Roasted Sweet Pork hor fun. basically hor fun with sui juk in char siew gravyi got distracted while typing this post(dont worry cherly there are 26)like i said, bored.

just as i thought

first prac lesson today, was pretty fun, though rather tiering. got thrown around by 3 different guys.

ended up goin for the youth camp party thingy(and seemed rather ignored, haha, no not really anyone's fault) and just as i expected i just hung out with cheryl. between just chatting bout everything(including a couple of things from last year that most people didnt know about; though she may have already forgotten) and running away from everyone else and walking the long way around just to spy on them, sneaking up on daphne and whispering quite loudly(haha)

3 out of 10.

no time :(

Oh where, oh where has all my time gone
Oh where, oh where can it be
With this and that going from here to there
Oh where, oh where can it be?

just caught i am legend, wasnt the best movie ive seen will smith in but was still really cool. but sad thing is that the converse shop was closed by the time the movie was over so couldnt try and get a new pair of shoes(that ive been tryin to get for months!) still cant really make up my mind between a second pair of adidas or converse.

and to further drive home the fact that i have no time, my guitar is still missing 2 strings and only NOW do i realise the strings i hurriedly got are acoustic strings. least becky is nice enough to go help me get them changed, might ask her to help me string n tune it too. she might be happy since she was complaining bout being stuck at home today.

2 out of 10. im gonna get through this.

SIDE NOTE: some big changes round the house. dont really have the time to sit n deal with my feelings about them. the first was sorta a long time coming, and in a way it is a good thing. hes not suffering anymore. the second im really really not sure how i feel about it. Thank you to my 2 best friends. your words(that ive hung off my tv set) mean alot to me. and thats kinda why i keep smiling. You =)