why not?

NNOOOOO! DAMN IT! my right eye is sore! after getting though one week in camp as fighting fit while almost half my platoon dropped like flies! argh! plus during my book out! sigh. report sick later...

friday: had supper again with marie, chris and felicia. prata, again. haha, got james(chris' bro) to wake him up just to go. and he casue he was taking so long the 3 of us ordered first and finished before he got there. and this week we managed to spot him on the bus. haha, no ninja tricks this week. we sat there for bout an hour, the 2 of them making chris quite uncomfortable while i just nodded and laughed, mostly casue i knew what was goin on in his head.

sat: was goin to go for ylm, but that go posponed. then chris askes if i wanted to hang with him n adam so though 'why not' and we went down the list of stuff to do: lan, pool, eat, underblock, his place, my place.

i was too lathargic for lan at the time. chris didnt want to play pool. he already ate, and i was eating. we didnt have any boardgames to play underblock(since dad's in aust with mom so the room is locked). he did something at home that would get him killed when his dad got back. so it was my place. then just happen to be playin D2 when ec called to see if i was doin anything n wanted to play cs. so D2 kinda awoke the gamer in me, so thought 'why not'. so sent a mass invitation, to which i got negative replies. so ended up being me, chris, adam, ec, timmy, tim and terence. played cs, dota, bf2 and we called it quits. haha. then we went back to the slack at my place plan(the tims took turns hoggin my computer, as usual) and i n chris randomly watched tv till he kinda fell asleep and i couldnt tahan my sore eye n called it a night.


SIDE BLOG: shit happens, smile.

now i understand. think i always knew, just didnt expect it to feel so crappy. doubt they will ever get it. your right, not thinking about it helps with the hurt, but idle minds tend to wonder do they not?