this is not for any of you

you said yes when i asked you the first time and for that i am truly happy. we shared many good times together and when you asked me the same question i said yes too. but guess you only needed something solid to hold on to. im glad i was able to supposrt you eventhough i was so far away.

messaging you while i was in class(probably why i failed that subject the first time round), stayin up late just talkin; bout anything and everything, what you did, what i did, who hurt you, what we would do on our dates, the ungiven kiss. we had alot of good times. but we both know how it ended.

and though you will never see this i really want to say im sorry. i supported you when every you needed it, but still i wasnt the best boyfriend. i could have done so much better. and now that i look back on it i guess i could have endured a scary movie or 2 just to cuddle you. but guess we are both to blame. you didnt have much time for me either, with your cousin and the cat to take care of. but still im glad to have known you and to have been able to be you rock in the storm.

im sorry to everyone else reading this(in particular to those who are throwing up now) was just something i wanted to write, and who asked you not to read the title!!!