General Notice

this is just a friendly announcement to everyone who is ever going to be eating my cooking. DONT LET ME PLAY MY PSP WHILE IM COOKING!!!

i had left the frozen chicken in a pot of shallow water and went up do check my phone, then since i thought the rice would take a while to be done i picked up my psp and thought i could finish a round before i had to go back down. luckily dad came to pass me a kelly swet cd, if not id never notice the burning chicken!! and if your wondering, no it not as bad as that time i went to someone's place for a steamboat and said person cracked the glass cover(thought that very well could have happened)

and yes i know i said id blog more, but my left finger tips hurt(when i type) from playing my new acoustic. and im not interested in trying to type with one hand! so you all will just have to wait for some funny thing to happen to me or for my left finger tips to go numb

PS: play psp only need thumbs
PPS: becky please dont tell mom i almost burnt down the house, again. ironically i just cleaned the kitchen before i started cooking, so you can tell her the kitchen is clean now(though filled with smoke)still looks ok right??? wasnt that badly burnt just the bottom so i just cut around it.

*jaw drops*

i'll just make this a quick one, rushing off to work...

this is seriously scary! watch and be in awe.



Kicker: he is 10.

Surprise all around

cheryl i think you'll love this one, haha!

ok about 4 or 5 in the afternoon i get a message from leo saying 'Hey nick, what's the plan for jeremy tonight?' so naturally i figured that something was up, initially i assumed that nic was planning something over at amplify cause i asked him if he was going(thus implying i was going) in the end i went for amanda's drama thing. so i just thought 'haha, nice try guys. next time you want to do a surprise make sure the recipient is with you at all times'

then later at ijtp, it felt odd that only marcus, terence, ryan, emmanuel and freda were there, so naturally i asked chris why he wasnt there, and he replied sayin he was busy, so i began to have subtle suspicions. but after a while i was 'nah' and true enough we ran into chris and ben chia at j8 after the play. and then i show chris leo's message and chris tells me the whole story, bout how he messaged everyone, even calling up my mom and asking her if we could use the house.

as soon as he said that i pictured my mom having cooked a huge meal and there being food everywhere(since now the living and dining are void of furniture save a computer[dining] table, the sofa, and a bar[yes becky, mich's bar])

and lo and behold i come home to find a stack of prata, two pots of curry and a tray of chicken wings. and apparently my mom had gone and invited my aunts over as part of the surprise(but by the time i got home they had left) so guess 'surprise' on them, haha!(a surprise party where the guests are surprised, that the recipient doesnt come) but if any there is any saving point for chris' surprise party its that when i got home aunty caroline(my aunt from canberra) was here.

i want to ORD!

i really hate work. i hate RT. its so stupid. just a waste of my time. im already so tired from duties and you are forcing me to go for RT every mon, wed n fri. IM TIRED as it is and YOU YOURSELF said you dont think i can pass by the time i ORD. SO, really what is the bloody point?! just so you can show the big shots you are TRYING? do you thing I care about what they think of you? im just here to do my time and go off. and now even on my LEAVE you want to ka chow me?! bloody hell.

sorry, been busy

firstly to amanda leo; miss you too! haha and we'll find you a new pool boy soon(and replacements for the other two) hint hint - we will get one you can go slipper shopping with! haha

ok couple of song lyrics for now(not originals, not yet haha, yes feel like writing again)

Livin on a Prayer(in dedication to YWM)

We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference if we make it or not.
We've got each other and that's a lot for love -
We'll give it a shot.
We're half way there - Livin' on a prayer

Long story....

IM BACK!!!

ok time to pump some life back into this black, red and white page! havent blogged in over a month!(quickly dusts off cobwebs)

well for starters here are the pics and vids from josephine's bday.
your usual group shot(to prove that everyone was there at the same time)the birthday girl with her cake(just after the flames were put out) and the mastermind(thanking god the church didnt burn down) with 14 other random church people(i had time to count how many but not enough to ask for their names)




and here is the video we took in case the church did burn down, you know just as evidence that it was completely unintentional and a complete accident. plus we thought it would be cool to see the sparks over and over again(if your wondering where vic n leo went; they went up the hill to fetch a pail of water. no one came tumbling down or broke their crowns or came tumbling after. they didnt even get the water, not sure if they even made it up the hill. and if your wondering why this tag has turned into a rant; its casue the vid it taking longer that i thought it would to up load so im just typing so i dont fall asleep while waiting)

Random Stuff

here i am, again.

was going through some old photos and just thinking of a lot of stuff that happened in the past that was, in a way, left unresolved. and just started to tear. happen to be listening to casting crowns at the time and these were the lines that just happen to be sung.

"Walls are falling down, storms are closing in
Tears have filled my eyes, here I am again"

" Curse this morning sun, drags me in to one more day
Of reaping what I've sown, of living with my shame
Welcome to my world, and the life that I have made
Where one day you're a prince, the next day your a slave"

-Casting Crowns; Prodigal.

I shouldn't do something just for the sake of it.
(No its not what you think)

as time drags on it looks like my greatest fear is drawing closer. as of now im not ready to face it. im not sure if i'll ever be ready. and the worst part is that its not just coming at me once, its lining itself up to come over and over again and from every angle possible. there is a small thing i can cling onto to not be consumed by it, but thats just running from it right?

i can see.

haha, cheryl this is for you.

I can see clearly now, the fringe is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark strands that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

pictures of you, pictures of me

saw a stack of old photos on the table when i got home today. so naturally picked it up. was pictures of OLPS before the renovation and there were so many people, so naturally assumed someone's wedding. and as i went though them i noticed dad standing at the side of the alter with aunty mare and uncle al. then did i notice it was pictures from my baptism.